Mr . Barrister :-) !!

                                   

                                  I fell in love with a lawyer , I still love him in the present continuous tense.

                                                     I  call him "baby" and he calls me "my baby"  , Yes , we are always cheezy  

When we are together. But I have a very big problem , shhhh...its our secret . He has this peculiar malady  which I call "selective amnesia." Yes , after passing his bar exam  8 years ago , he began to start having episodes of forgetting names , places , events especially ex-girlfriends!  Whenever  I ask him about his past girlfriends he always say  " I cannot remember anything, I have amnesia!"

And whenever I ask him about something that i gave him a few months ago he would always say "I dont know , what is that?" 

If I ask him to whom does this email adress belong to?  He would always come up with this line " Who is that person ?" I cannot remember . "

He has amnesia!! His memory is in automatic selective amnesia mode whenever he is confronted with a threat  to his integrity and most especially his  privacy :-) (winks) 

Lawyers are abso-fu*c*ng lutely  busy. When they are not working they are sleeping , when they are not sleeping they are working .  Do I have a space in his precious schedule? 

Yes , when he is not working , we can sleep and snore together! :-))

Order in the court !!!bang bang bang !! The sleeping session is adjourned!

Exhibit A is showing signs of excessive lethargy and fatigue , Exhibit B is showing signs of  contempt and hostility, I declare a recess for this and will meet you again after the defendant has rested for a thousand years.  Bang! bang ! bang !! You may now go . 

This is her sexy secretary , I wonder what he was thinking when he hired her . I cannot deny the fact that I am so jealous of their precious time spent together in the law office. Grrrrrrrr.....

This is me pathetic old me ...always waiting for him in our love nest wearing this stupid lacey screwed lingerie. 

The string of pearls is a kind of props heheh trying to imitate  boudeville with a touch of ass and a touch of class..Pathetic old me... I might as well study law and become his secretary instead. 

Before I go , I just want you  to know that I was just bluffing about this . This blog is just a part of my imagination . Just stroking my  ego :-) One more thing  ,  my boyfriend taught me  a good lesson . He told  me that If ever  I get caught up in a mess and is expected to spill the truth " NEVER ADMIT THAT YOU ARE GUILTY. 

The session is adjourned. 

Can you still find true love in the age technology and globalization?

                                          Do you still believe in True love? The Romeo and Juliet kind of love?
Does it still exist? I mean seriously? In this day and age of multimedia galore :-) where we just click a pretty face on the internet and there she goes ...with her phone number and email address as long as you have PAYPAL :-)
                          How sad loves plight has become these days. Gone were the days of matchmakers making perfect matches for deserving couples to match their status in life.  Tell me what you think ? I dont even know what is love anymore in this age of technology. I mean , who can we trust here?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5ObVBZLeVf8

Coffee table

This time silence took over everything.

TORN

                       Have you ever had this feeling like torn between two things and not knowing which to choose?
You want this thing and yet you want something else at the same time . This is the duality of nature  working .
We are facing a lot of  choices in our daily lives and more often  we do not really know which to pick .
What kind of shirt goes well with my pants? Which color is good for my shoes? Which brand of make up should I buy? Which ideal woman should I marry? The one who can write well but isn't so pretty or the woman who is pretty but couldn't write a single paragraph? Each and everyone of us is facing this kind of dilemma. It may be a different kind of dilemma or choice but somehow we must stand and decide sooner or later.
                               
                       Our mind is  not very reliable , it is fickle . It races into four different directions all at the same time .Try to imagine a horse drawn carriage with four horses racing in four different directions. What happens to the carriage ? Its lost and may dwindle in four different paths all at the same time. Chaos.          


                        To take hold of the mind is  sometimes futile. It is bombarded with hundreds racing thoughts on a daily basis. Which , when , where , who?  


                        Next time I will be facing another dilemma in my life , I would close my eyes first ...

breathe deeply ...then listen to my heart. The heart can always see what the eyes cannot see...