When i was a kid I use to have this friday sickness thingy ,,,i dont know why I get sick every Friday morning ~ I am never sick now . Fortunately I have outgrown this madness .I dont know why , but I did and I developed another illness hehehe...the lazy sunday morning sickness !
After a while i began to develop monday blues , I get depresssed every Monday morning .
Kidding aside , people always experience some kind of avoidance for something they dont really find pleasurable and comfortable with . When the mind is confronted with things that is unfavorable it shuts down and create panic to the physical body . Take the case of hyperventilation and panic attacks ; on normal days when the person is on his or her best element , there are no symptoms manifested. On days when the person is nervous or is expecting something unfavorable the persons body begins to show red flag signals such as hyperventilating , numbness of hands and difficulty in breathing ...this is because they cannot handle fear , pain , or hatred very well so the body is manifesting these symptoms . The mind is avoiding a certain situation , slowly it escalates and show through the physical body that it cannot handle that particular situation or things that we call TRIGGERS .
I'm just glad the week is finally over . Time to clean and arrange my disheveled closet, and the bathroom walls need some scrubbing. In between breaks I'll have a cup of coffe and read the GITA , write a few lines and after that maybe send my son biking in the hallway. Whatever ! Let see what i can do on this FAVORABLE FRIDAY !
IF there is only a ritual to be offered to sandman (the king of dreams ) i would have gotten hold of it already.
I always have this feeling that sandman doesnt seem to like me and the love of my life together in my dreams...
They say dreams are reflections of your subconcious mind ~it says a lot about your fears and happiness.
In my country we have this belief that when you dream about something bad you must not tell anybody about it ...Did i keep you waiting ? Uhhmmmm..,I had a bad dream last night ...and to be honest ...Ive been having bad dreams about about me and my love....its the fourth time I dreamed of something that isnt favoorable....i always dream about happy things ~ dreams about my friends laughing , my kids ,or sometimes I just dream about of people i dont even know ...but it is always a good one ...nothing that makes me scared .
It troubles me so much now.....If theres something i can do to reach the king of dreams ~
I would offer a yagna sacrifice ....charcoal , wood , fire , incense , some ghee...just to please sandman .
....SANDMAN , THE KING OF DREAMS PLEASE SEND ME A HAPPY DREAM WITH ME AND MY LOVE HUGGING AND LOVING EACH OTHER...I WANNA SEE MYSELF UNSCARED , UNAFRAID , SECURE AND PEACEFUL BESIDE HIM .
WE HAVE AN APPOINTMENT SANDMAN ...SEE U IN MY DREAMS TONIGHT ...
I wake up each day full of hope ~grateful for seeing the sunshine on my window pane again . Happy for the greetings that come my way in the elevator , in the lobby , on the streets. A simple hello can brighten up my day and lift my mood. I can see people from different walks of life rushing off to work . Despite the hustle and bustle i still manage to contemplate and set myself to a meditative mood.
I feel that i live a different life now ~
I was given the gift of time ~
The gift of chance to do what i want to do ~because i have'nt had much choice in life way back then .
21 years ago our teacher in high school asked us to write down in a piece of paper , an essay . The title of the essay is "what I will become in the future".
Now its in my hands ....i can shape anything now....my future is now.
Its my first time to pour down my thoughts in my own blog ~the kind of space which i can call my own .
I love to write but theres this thing that is bugging me ~how does one qualify to be called a writer ? Do I need to have a degree in journalism or do i just need to write what i want to write ?
Mastery of the language that you are comfortable with is very important .
But there are more deeper substance that makes a person who writes worthy to be called a writer.
Anybody can write , its an inherent right of a person to express their ideas , opinions and thoughts into a piece of paper or a blog. There are so many books that can guide us into writing and grammar books in which we can refer to when it comes to proper usage of grammar.
BUT..... we need some kind of gift for writing in order to write and i strongly believe that not everybody is born with this kind of gift.
they call me dorothy ~~ i dont really like this name a lot but i think because of fate i got this name ......who knows i could be somebody great with this name someday . WINKS~~!!
To the THREE FATES !!!
